"That
hair is the coolest of all" Said no one for 18 years, "these words
will be noted", wasn’t even said for 16 years, and it really never mattered.
Till now. Funny how the first compliment flash backs all the old criticisms , making wounds
and as the praises continues the self made wound pretended to heal.
All
the things I was used to hearing and ignoring seemed like the whole truth. When
new opinions rained I started having doubts. . May be I am being mocked at.
Some sort of prank i guess.
“
Soo! what do i do now? Or am i wrong? May be i am getting Praises ! I
don’t wanna be looked as a fool. May be not!” my uncertain mind gave me an
answer. Smile and joke about it. If the thing is a joke then
you handled it properly , if it’s not ,then
you didn't boast about it. And it works.
And here i come to this day , Joking about almost everything . Joking because of confusion, illusion, pretension and prevention. My Jokes and joking habits might show good self esteem but it's actually began as a way of good self Defense.
When I think
back I have saved myself a hundreds of
times by presenting it humorously . I know many incident could have been
stopped if only I hadn't taken it too seriously . I needed too much patience
because the tolerance of being laughed
at takes a lot of time. Then I felt I am not being laughed at I am actually Entertaining.
And I like that . it feels pleasing . giving other a moment to smile, I sigh secretly
to relief too.
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| Laugh with me!! :D |
